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Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 2/10/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: i love everything!... eat. drink. party. shop. sleep. sportz. laaugh. and w.e that floatz my boat. ^.~
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
7/28/2002
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| WOW, its def, been a while since i updated this site.
Life is going by so fast, i dont think i even know how to comprehend what has happened so far. sometimes in life, you go through obsticles that may lead you to believe that you are alone in the world; you shut people out without realizing it. Although, what most people dont realize is that when they do shut people out it not only hurts themselves but it hurts their close loved ones.
There has beeen soo much drama in the past year that i think i went back to highschool. As hard as it is to admit, i believe that i have shut people out by putting up walls, just to see who wanted to knock it down or who even cared enough to try. In the end, i felt alone.
So anyway! it is a beginning to a new school year, i have my goals set, no more changing majors, no more useless drama, and def. less partying...
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"He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it."
The Hitchhiker's Guide tto the Galaxy | | |
| They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
just want to wish everyone a merry christmas or hanukah .. or kwanza =]
it was great seeing everyone at the HS.,
boy.. do i miss those days lol. | | |
| life is a bitch.
it makes you feel useless,hopeless, meaningless, it goes on.
i just wish i knew before. | | |
| pissed, upset, angry just for so many fuckin reasons i cant even put into words. funny thing, i cant even open myself up to others and tell them how i feel anymore. -scared cause i dont want my words to hurt their feelings in the end. instead, i usually just brush it off and pretend like nothing is bothering me. but all these feelings are building up - i have no other place to vent but here. i just wish i could do something.
i guess on a happy note- i'll be home on tuesday for turkey weekend. although its already packed with events- i'll still have a lot of work to do. sadlly, i already know what to expect from a few people who once said they'd be your best friends till the day 'we' die. HA! if that was true, we'd still be talkin. yea yea yea.. college does change people and how they act. they only act different cause they werent happy with themselves or the fact that they just want to climb the social ladder. some may say i have changed either for the better or the worse, thats for you to decide. but for me, i believe that ive been myself for the past 18 years of my life. we'll for the most part- i cant wait to visit old friends and still some best friends that have never changed. | | |
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